Indecision

It started in a chat room

You asked if I’m around

I said: “I’m almost leaving,

But write me later on.”

We shared a candle dinner

And had a glass of wine,

A beer in an old bar

And said we’d meet again.

Chorus:

Careless indecisions  

Silence and illusions

I’m in sorrow land.

All I have is feelings

This heart thorn in millions

Hopes all was not in vane.

Thoughts are racing by,

My heart ‘s an open cry.

Just say you feel the same

Or was it just a game?

Careless indecision

Sorrow and confusion;

All I have is feelings,

This heart thorn in millions…

Was it just a game?

Thoughts are racing by,

My heart ’s an open cry.

Once you felt the same

            Was it all in vain?

          

As weeks were passing by

You couldn’t hide your pride

And being next to me

Was all that you could see.

We argued and we kissed

‘Cause nothing can be missed

When feelings have evolved

Beyond a simple call.

Chorus….

And then you disappeared

No word and no decision.

My heart is in the wind

You’re love is all I need.

Dismay and disillusion

Keep seeking a conclusion

I sit here at the end

And can’t stop hitting “send”.

                                                                by Denisa Dobrin  (April 9, 2007)